Yes, i got over him already. Now I'm just laughing at my crying moment because of him! How can I be so stupid! yuck. Now im grossing myself out!!! It's not that I hate him. I just gave him up for my own sake. Ayoko na maghabol na mau kasabay ako at hihigitin ka di ba? Whoever na may gsto sa kanya well, go get him at wag mo ako isama! haller! haha!

Im so content with my life right now, im thanking the lord for this week,My happiest week in my entire life. I met someone that i think is the next step for me. He's the perfect match for me. Forget the past. Face the future!!!

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1/29/2006 09:23:00 AM

Yes, i knew it...

bakit ba lagi ako?? yes.. I feel really alone.. really nobody really cares for me
bakit parang lagi ako na lang ang may kasalanan sa mundo.. ayoko na kase.. nananahimik ako.. ayoko na.. putangina kayong lahat.. mga bwisit kayo sa buhay ko.. waah.. gusto ko na mamatay.. di nyo na ako tinigilan.. totoo ba yan?? hindi ata! ako pa? ambisyosa daw ako! haha oo nga.. putangina

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1/18/2006 06:37:00 PM

This feeling that ihave is going to explode.. im really confused of what im going to do next, there are a lot of things inside my head that are really bothering me. DAMN.. i feel like a fool, i feel that im so isolated in this world i cant even express what I really feel. The more I love him the more i get hurt. I just hope everything will be all right. I'm super depressed. Maybe i am? I'm torned apart between two people that are important in my life. Still, something aches beyond. Something tells me loving him is the one that can destroy me. It really aches saying goodbye to him, it feels that it is so surreal. The feeling I have for him is real, i only have one choice that is the best, it is to say goodbye to him. Maybe im just having this false hopes. There are a lot of fishes in the sea. But nothing can replace him. Maybe i'll get over him in time. I just hope that the truth will all come out. I'm just having this hunch. This is what im feeling, i have this hunch this prickly pain that i can feel. I just hope my guess isnt correct. I've might as well let him go for the good.

* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 1/08/2006 12:37:00 PM