pota. march na nga. 20 days to go im leavin! hahahaha! just kidding. demmit im so busy and a lot of things happened to me in the past few days, been pissed, happy and all that crap. MAN! i hate my life. Im really PISSED! haha! i hate myself. Im really stupid. I am nothing. The world is picking on me, im alone... yeah yeah. drama pa tae! haha! ang gagO! 2nd year college na ako?! WTF?! I SURVIVED! hahahaha!

waw! nabalitaan ko na uuwi ang sister ko! yey!! after 10 years there, uuwi na ren sya sa wakas! demmit! excited na ako mag-april. :) saya ng buhay. Man!!! haha!
hay, from now on i will love myself. I'll try. Im tired of being stupid.. tangina.. it feels worthless, im really glad that my sister is coming home. well, eto na ata yung hinihintay kong moment. =\

CURRENT ADDICTION: CHIODOS! I just can't get this song out of my head!!
"The Lover And The Liar"
[Whispers if you play backwards:]
How does it feel to know that you've taken someone's smile
We're on a search to find the feeling for which we all die
It appeared the answer to the problem
And a reason to smile
Two lost hearts and one caught in the middle
They came together and the other fell apart
It appeared the answer to the problem
I have no reason to smile
The connection... eyes meeting
Lips touching... screaming "Sweet sayonara"
And the other gracious sounds of Claudio
Sweat, spit, and tears exchanged alike
Mistakes made and forgiveness but the eyes still met
And the lover still loved and the liar still lied
Then came the downfall to one's heaven stuck in a world where nothing is beautiful
The nail was in the coffin...it hadn’t been buried yet
Nothing but an open casket for him to kneel and weep
(A lover and liar the pain finally stopping for him to try and take his own life)
(And the blood of a body that was once so pure)I
t's come together, it's time to change what the script reads
There's no such thing as happy endings
This masterpiece is finally ending slowly
Microphone psychiatry...good-bye for good
It's come together, it's time to change what the script reads
There's no such thing as happy endings
This masterpiece is finally ending slowlyMicrophone psychiatry...Two lost hearts and one caught in the middle
They came together and the other fell apart
It appeared the answer to the problem
I have no reason to smile
Cravings fulfilled hate on oneself...good-bye for good



oh! oh! by the way, i just took this picture when I was in Cubao. :)) angkulet. DRIVED daw eh! mangiyak!


* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_ 3/02/2007 10:23:00 PM