Sunday, July 01, 2007
I wake up this morning with regrets,
thinking that i was naive to think that it will last forever
As I open my eyes, my sadness fades
Whenever I remember you, anger is what I feel
The wish that i've been wishing for has come true
Yes, I forgotten you.
I forgot us.
You are the reason why I'm this way
You're the reason why I am numb
You are the reason why I am smarter now.
You don't know how much damage you've done
You killed a part of me.
That part of me which I hated.
Thanks for that.
i've dreamt many times that it will last
I wished to be with you forever
but you wasted it all away
yes, you did.
You taught me to be strong
you taught me how to be smarter
you're the lesson that God gave me.
You're the poison that made me better.
I hate you, but i thank you
You made me feel numb,
Since you came along,
I learned to love the persons who i deserve to love
Goodbye, Goodbye my beautiful mistake
I thought you loved me, but I was wrong
I burned and buried the memories,
I'll never forget you, beautiful mistake
I forgot how I feel about you.
I'm a million miles away and this is a small world
I hope one day i'll see you and personally thank you for the things you did to me.
Lies, lies!
you made me believe
you made me numb of all the feeling I had
the flowing blood that warms my cold skin erasing the damage.
So long sweet poison, good riddance
you're worth the ride.
This ship has sailed, i'll never come back
you changed me.
You made me write this
I can't say that I'm sad.
A new morning, a new chapter
I'm here without you,
living a life full of happiness.
Life is so sweet without you.
-Charns :)
* my S H A T T E R E D dreams_
7/01/2007 02:27:00 PM
I wake up this morning with regrets,